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11 June 2005
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wanted to change my blog layout. but i changed my mind. today was pretty boring. woke up. dad suprised me with this.. erm. some sort of American breakfast. den i watch monster-in-law. nice show. den, after that. it was pretty boring. i watch some shows, then listen to the radio. blah3. but. i spent my day. thinking. about life. love. tinking. till i almost went mad. what on earth is lurfe? painful. hurting. makes me mad. drive me crazy. im thinking about him. im going really mad. im missing everything. all the sms. all the sweet nothings. all the hugs. all the kisses. oh god. i miss the times. i miss the evenings i spent. wit him. it hurts rreal bad. damn it. damn him. behind this hazel eyes - the song. describe wad the hell i really feel. my innermost feelings. about him. my breaking down. for someone hus in love, no one can help. no 3rd party, is able to give advice. so. dont bother pple. i used to be so strong. the lyrics. seems like jushh yesterdaee, eeu were a part of mii ii used to stand so tall, ii used to bb so strong. eeur arms, arounnd mii tight, everiiting iit felt so rightt uunbreakable, like nothiing cud go rongg now ii cant breathee, no ii cant sleep iim barely hanging onn here ii am. once agaiin im torrn into piecess, cant denny it, cant pretendd just thott eeu were dd one brokenn up. deep insiide bbut eeu wont get to see dd tears ii cried bbehind diis hazel eyes ii told eeu everiiting, opened upp and let eeu iiin eeu made mii feel alrightt, for once iin my life now all thats left of mii, is what i pretend to bbe so togetherr, but so brroken up insidee coz i cant breathee, no i cant sleep iim barely hanging onn here ii am. once agaiin im torrn into piecess, cant denny it, cant pretendd just thott eeu were dd one brokenn up. deep insiide bbut eeu wont get to see dd tears ii cried bbehind diis hazel eyes swallow mii, den spit me out for seeiing eeu, iit kills me now no. ii dont cry on the outside anymoree anymoree.. here ii am. once agaiin im torrn into piecess, cant denny it, cant pretendd just thott eeu were dd one brokenn up. deep insiide bbut eeu wont get to see dd tears ii cried bbehind diis hazel eyes here ii am. once agaiin im torrn into piecess, cant denny it, cant pretendd just thott eeu were dd one brokenn up. deep insiide bbut eeu wont get to see dd tears ii cried bbehind diis hazel eyes |
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nor liyana mohd khalis.i'm always in love with pretty boys. like as if i don't learn from experience, i always give in to sweet words. and i never learn from the past. i'm vulnerable to hurt, but i'd like to believe i'm stronger than i seem. jauh di dasar hatiku, aku tahu aku masih kasihimu dan menyintaimu. namun kau sudah berpunya, kau sudah bercinta. disini kita berakhir, tergantung segala cerita dan kisah lama. wishlist
an arsenal jersey please.to watch a play. tagboard
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